Whether I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Walla Walla
I was invited to run around wine country with my Mom and brother this last weekend. I found this place and it was my favorite spot. If you haven't been to Walla Walla, it is a worth while spot to hang out for a day or three or even more if you have the time and money to spend on vino.
Monday, June 08, 2009
Saturday, June 06, 2009
To Quote
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Sunday, May 31, 2009
My daughter the Hero?
Her: It's for you. Hands me a flower
Me: Thank you.
Her: It's the antidote to save your life. Skips off.
Me: Thank you.
Her: It's the antidote to save your life. Skips off.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Playing with a new blog site
I don't know if I will make a switch, but so far I like what I have found at Tumblr. Here is a new post, over there.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
The written word.
It isn't a zine, but the thoughts of my time on the streets of ministry hide within that little black book. The second tip is the black liquid in the cup. It keeps me on top of things in the afternoon. I am thankful that God has given me both.
Monday, April 27, 2009
amen
This world is not simply a theater for individual conversion narratives, to be discarded at the end when we all go to heaven. No, the ultimate purpose of Jesus is not only individual salvation and pardon for sins but also the renewal of this world, the end of disease, poverty, injustice, violence, suffering, and death.
From The Prodigal God by Timothy Keller
From The Prodigal God by Timothy Keller
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
The whores all seem to love him
"This man receives sinners and eats with them." I have not read this book yet, but having just learning the definition of this word has given me some new eyes for this little gem.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Eastertide
Now that we are in the easter season, I would like to open a couple of ideas. First I would like to offer more sacrifice of the flesh that isn't just "don't eat, don't touch, don't taste." Second, more opening of my storehouse, not that I have much, but I don't have the gracious spirit that the power of the resurection should incite. Third...I am too lazy to write it down, so if you want a cup of coffee you can ask for it, and I would love share #3 with you.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thought Experiment
If Christians were known for taking in the sick and poor "back in the day" What would a congregation look like? I am not thinking of the actions of the group but their physical state.
Here's why, I was listening to a woman talking about growing up in Kenya and as a child seeing late stage diseases that here would never be allowed to progress. A child with a cleft pallet was the example she used. So my mind fluttered off to the early roman Christians who would be grabbing the babies from the garbage pile, the lepers, the broken bones that didn't get set correctly and thought about these brothers and sisters being "beautiful feet" brining the good news.
Hmm.
Here's why, I was listening to a woman talking about growing up in Kenya and as a child seeing late stage diseases that here would never be allowed to progress. A child with a cleft pallet was the example she used. So my mind fluttered off to the early roman Christians who would be grabbing the babies from the garbage pile, the lepers, the broken bones that didn't get set correctly and thought about these brothers and sisters being "beautiful feet" brining the good news.
Hmm.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Some days it just is.
And it's hard to step out on them waves
Hard to walk beyond your vision
Oh Lord, it's hard to be a man of faith
Well, His eye's on the sparrow
And the lilies of the field I've heard
And He will watch over you and He will watch over me
So we can dress like flowers and eat like birds
Hard to walk beyond your vision
Oh Lord, it's hard to be a man of faith
Well, His eye's on the sparrow
And the lilies of the field I've heard
And He will watch over you and He will watch over me
So we can dress like flowers and eat like birds
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Gravity Check
One of my favorite S&G songs and a fine way to save my place.
"Let us be lovers we'll marry our fortunes together"
"I've got some real estate here in my bag"
So we bought a pack of cigarettes and Mrs. Wagner pies
And we walked off to look for America
"Kathy," I said as we boarded a Greyhound in Pittsburgh
"Michigan seems like a dream to me now"
It took me four days to hitchhike from Saginaw
I've gone to look for America
Laughing on the bus
Playing games with the faces
She said the man in the gabardine suit was a spy
I said "Be careful his bowtie is really a camera"
"Toss me a cigarette, I think there's one in my raincoat"
"We smoked the last one an hour ago"
So I looked at the scenery, she read her magazine
And the moon rose over an open field
"Kathy, I'm lost," I said, though I knew she was sleeping
I'm empty and aching and I don't know why
Counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike
They've all gone to look for America
All gone to look for America
All gone to look for America
"Let us be lovers we'll marry our fortunes together"
"I've got some real estate here in my bag"
So we bought a pack of cigarettes and Mrs. Wagner pies
And we walked off to look for America
"Kathy," I said as we boarded a Greyhound in Pittsburgh
"Michigan seems like a dream to me now"
It took me four days to hitchhike from Saginaw
I've gone to look for America
Laughing on the bus
Playing games with the faces
She said the man in the gabardine suit was a spy
I said "Be careful his bowtie is really a camera"
"Toss me a cigarette, I think there's one in my raincoat"
"We smoked the last one an hour ago"
So I looked at the scenery, she read her magazine
And the moon rose over an open field
"Kathy, I'm lost," I said, though I knew she was sleeping
I'm empty and aching and I don't know why
Counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike
They've all gone to look for America
All gone to look for America
All gone to look for America
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Theft
My daily reading brought me to a set of questions that needed attention. So I have taken a very short amount of time and just as little thought answering them. You will notice that some of the questions have been changed to fit my particular circumstances.
1) How is it that I am strong enough to carry my 18 month old daughter in my arms but I am not strong enough to hold her down to change her diaper?
A. It all has to do with the physics of willingness on the part of the beholden. She wants to be holden.
2) How can wearing socks often be the difference between my being warm or cold?
A. Heat escapes from the feet and head. In my case, when sleeping I can't wear socks because they make my legs hurt. I don't know why.
3) Why can I play basketball for 3 hours straight but if I go for a run I am ready to die after 2 minutes?
A. I don't play basketball. March Madness for me is nothing more to me that too many months in the rain. And I my death meter runs out after 4 minutes.
4) Why are 4 year olds so smart and inquizative and teenagers the opposite?
A. Teenagers don't want to look stupid. 4 year olds can't look stupid in their own eyes.
5) Why do dogs and kids listen so well unless they don't feel like it?
A. I'm sorry, what were you saying?
6) When the price of a barrel of oil doubles, why does the price of gas at the pump quadruple? When the price of a barrel of oil drops 70%, why does the price of gas at the pump go down 30%?
A. This has to be answered by any internet conspiracy theory , make your own, it's fun.
7) Is the sound of angels singing in heaven as good as the belly-laugh of a toddler?
A. Not even close.
8) How can beer and coffee taste so good when the first time you try them they taste so bad?
A. It is hard to like coffee and beer when you are 14.
9) When did it become unsafe to put 6 kids in the backseat of a car without seat belts or unsafe to ride in the back of a pickup truck?
A. My question is this: How did we survive our parents raising us?
10) How is it that I was raised without computers, internet, cell phones, starbucks, and Chipotle burritos but I am not sure life would go on today without them?
A. Addiction, sweet sweet addiction.
1) How is it that I am strong enough to carry my 18 month old daughter in my arms but I am not strong enough to hold her down to change her diaper?
A. It all has to do with the physics of willingness on the part of the beholden. She wants to be holden.
2) How can wearing socks often be the difference between my being warm or cold?
A. Heat escapes from the feet and head. In my case, when sleeping I can't wear socks because they make my legs hurt. I don't know why.
3) Why can I play basketball for 3 hours straight but if I go for a run I am ready to die after 2 minutes?
A. I don't play basketball. March Madness for me is nothing more to me that too many months in the rain. And I my death meter runs out after 4 minutes.
4) Why are 4 year olds so smart and inquizative and teenagers the opposite?
A. Teenagers don't want to look stupid. 4 year olds can't look stupid in their own eyes.
5) Why do dogs and kids listen so well unless they don't feel like it?
A. I'm sorry, what were you saying?
6) When the price of a barrel of oil doubles, why does the price of gas at the pump quadruple? When the price of a barrel of oil drops 70%, why does the price of gas at the pump go down 30%?
A. This has to be answered by any internet conspiracy theory , make your own, it's fun.
7) Is the sound of angels singing in heaven as good as the belly-laugh of a toddler?
A. Not even close.
8) How can beer and coffee taste so good when the first time you try them they taste so bad?
A. It is hard to like coffee and beer when you are 14.
9) When did it become unsafe to put 6 kids in the backseat of a car without seat belts or unsafe to ride in the back of a pickup truck?
A. My question is this: How did we survive our parents raising us?
10) How is it that I was raised without computers, internet, cell phones, starbucks, and Chipotle burritos but I am not sure life would go on today without them?
A. Addiction, sweet sweet addiction.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
2009 part iv
I think this is the last thing. And for cheating sake, it can't be started in 2009 let alone completed. It fits squarely in the dumb slot. I would like to, before my oldest daughter is 18, live in a foreign country for 2 years or more. (She is 8.) I don't really know where, or why for that matter. But it is out there. And if I needed to have something that is dangerously unattainable, monstrously big, it might as well be that.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
The third item in my list for 2009
I want to be able to grow something I can eat. My life consists of consuming. I have not made anything that someone else could possible want. I don't think this is okay. I also firmly believe that my lawn shall one day be gone, replaced with items that can be eaten by man or beast. So for 2009 I will begin my journey as a hobbyist farmer. Or I will just grow potatoes in a pot.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
2009 part dos
Did you know that if you break Matthew, Mark, Luke and John into 3 chapters a day you can read all four books in a month? It's true. Well I have been reading psalms, and proverbs to different levels of success for a couple of years now in the same way. You can break the psalms into 5 a day and proverbs one chapter a day. It brings a great peace to know that I don't have to "think of what to read", but I just look at the next chapter and proceed. So in this 2009 A.D. I am going to read the four gospels 12 times.
Friday, December 26, 2008
2009 part one
As is my tradition I would like to put forward some things that I would like to try to do during 2009. So to begin my list of good intentions I would like to say that in the new year I will not purchase New Books. Or another way to look at it is this way: I will try to borrow the book first. Our local library has a great selection and the intra-library loan system does come in handy when I can't get the book If that doesn't work, or I just can't live without the book in my personal possession, then used book stores (and we have many) will have to work.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
To Quote
What are we coming to
No room for me, no fun for you
I think about a world to come
Where the books were found by the golden ones
Written in pain, written in awe
By a puzzled man who questioned
What we were here for
All the strangers came today
And it looks as though theyre here to stay
No room for me, no fun for you
I think about a world to come
Where the books were found by the golden ones
Written in pain, written in awe
By a puzzled man who questioned
What we were here for
All the strangers came today
And it looks as though theyre here to stay
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
To Ninivah
Monday, November 24, 2008
In the Pants.
The Evangelical Scandel. We seem to be interested in the Birds and Bees in Post:Re:Em:Evangelical world, but there is something that I think we may have missed. Why is LDS getting heat for something we were supposed to be against? Are we losing our touch or getting in touch? (And the coffee is from Mandolin Cafe in Tacoma.)
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
For Her
Every now and then the things I lean on lose their meaning and I find myself careening into places where I should not let me go. She has the power to go where no one else can find me and to silently remind me of the happiness and the good times that I know, got to know.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
To Quote
"Our grasp of atonement is partial; the God we are grasping for is complete and whole." -Scot McKnight
Monday, October 27, 2008
Victrola
I was able to spend Saturday with my wife exploring some of Seattle's coffee. Victrola on E Pike took the lead with a helpful barista that pulled this beauty.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Killer Winged Slug
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Grimm's two lines.
Daughter: Mom, the sun is in my eyes.
Mom: Be grateful, it will be dark soon enough.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
And I really may just grow up and be like You someday
Did You try not to cry when You scraped Your knee?
Did You ever skip a rock across a quiet creek?
And did they tell You stories 'bout the saints of old?
Stories about their faith?
They say stories like that make a boy grow bold
Stories like that make a man walk straight
Monday, October 13, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
Orbit of Office
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Es-Kay-Eight
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
On the Rood Again.
Listen! The choicest of visions I wish to tell,
which came as a dream in middle-night,
after voice-bearers lay at rest.
I am going to Montana, and as a previous saint once said, "Let's go with him, that we might die too."
which came as a dream in middle-night,
after voice-bearers lay at rest.
I am going to Montana, and as a previous saint once said, "Let's go with him, that we might die too."
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Going for a walk.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Your Lack of Faith is Disturbing

Norman Mailer wrote a book in 1974 that I was able to get at my public library through the intra-library loan system. There is a quote in the second chapter that struck me as important, "The name is the faith of graffiti."
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Choking on the Bones

My body tells me that I have had too much food through the discomfort of my gut. If there is something that smells funny or has a dangerous texture then my throat will not let me swollow it.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Chalk lines
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Renaissance Cafe
I was hungry as it happens and instead of the usual favorite pho spot, my gut decided to take me in a new direction. Tasty food and helpful but not overwhelming service and a seat at a window renaissance cafe was my happy choice. I have been there before for breakfast, eggs and toast I think, but not being a real morning kind of person I wasn't able to take it all in. The art and newspaper clippings give it a local feel. Give it a shot.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Random Rumblings
I have crossed a line. I don't think I am old, but listening to some 20 somethings talk in a coffee shop say "But that is so gross, she is 31" I know I have crossed a line. This same couple talks about going to see Tom Petty.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
hot dog!
Just the other day I was looking absently into the distance. And out of the corner of my eye I found my wandering Paper Brain. It was hiding in the crevice between the door and seat of my car. Sneaky little bugger. I am so happy.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Not confused but...
I am sitting in a local coffee place. The coffee here is bad. It has been that way for sometime, but they support local music and serve food and ave beer on tap which makes it a cool place for the college set to hang out and feel independent.
I have been thinking about where I have been planted and what my neighbors look like. So far I can see several neighbors. The parents of the kids that my kid goes to school with. These college kids that are sitting next to me in the coffee shop (hardest group for me to want to reach out to get to know). The high school kids that I watch walk up and down the street in front of my house. The tavern that is several blocks down the street and the drunks I watch walk (thankfully) home from said place(second group that makes me nervous). Those are the people in my neighborhood.
Christ is calling for active obedience.
I have been thinking about where I have been planted and what my neighbors look like. So far I can see several neighbors. The parents of the kids that my kid goes to school with. These college kids that are sitting next to me in the coffee shop (hardest group for me to want to reach out to get to know). The high school kids that I watch walk up and down the street in front of my house. The tavern that is several blocks down the street and the drunks I watch walk (thankfully) home from said place(second group that makes me nervous). Those are the people in my neighborhood.
Christ is calling for active obedience.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Pt. Townsend
We were going to ride a train for our 10th wedding anniversary but that didn't work out. So to make up for it we waited till May and went to Port Townsend for some fun in the sun. It was hot and wonderful. With plenty of coffee places to explore and food to eat we didn't have time to wonder what to do.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Pin
Monday, April 14, 2008
Paper Brain
Last Monday I lost my brain. I kept it in a little black notebook with an elastic band closure. Now it is gone. I found a second one to replace the first, but it isn't the same. If you happen to find a lonly little book on the ground somewhere in the greater Tacoma area, treat it nice and return it to it's home.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
To Quote and to Think
The central problem of our age is not liberalism or modernism, nor the old Roman Catholicism or the new Roman Catholicism, nor the monolithic consensus which surrounds us. All these are dangerous but not the primary threat. The real problem is this: the church of the Lord Jesus Christ, individually or corporately, tending to do the Lord's work in the power of the flesh ranter than of the Spirit. The central problem is always in the midst of the people of God, not in the circumstances surrounding them.
-Francis Schaeffer, No Little People
-Francis Schaeffer, No Little People
Monday, April 07, 2008
To Quote
"Utopianism is terribly cruel because it expects the impossible from people. These expectations are not based on reality. They stand in opposition to the genuine human possibilities affored by the realism of the Scriptures."
-Francis Schaeffer in No Little People.
-Francis Schaeffer in No Little People.
Monday, March 24, 2008
EasterTide
I am so happy for lamb. For those with the misfortune of not having experienced lamb, I am sorry. It is time you go out and enjoy this little treat. And remember, the season isn't over, enjoy the next 80 days or so of history. Those last few paragraphs of the gospels and first few of Acts contain lots of time and frankly, celebration.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
My Buddy and the Rain.

Rain like this is moody. It becomes a person. Someone that I can't forget, kinda like the character you might see everyday on the bus or street corner, just doing their own thing. But my suburban kindness prevents me from getting to know him. Across the street from the coffee shop sits Wright park. The compact dirt walking trails are collecting puddle characters of their own. Trees are bombing walkers with balloon sized drops. The soft pink blossoms are are hands waiting to drop freely given prizes, like middle school kids who have just discovered gravity. The weather around here doesn't let me forget why I appreciate my Latin American friends.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Italiano

I am reading two books: "Planet India" and "The Pirates Dilemma". Both make the claim that their subject is what will change the world. Planet India talks about a continent of people 1.2 billion strong that will drive the 21st century economy. Pirate's Dilemma is a principle of how goods, services and information should be passed back and forth from producer to consumer. Do I believe that these places and ideas will change the world? Maybe in a materialist/natural philosophy point of view I do. Certainly American Christianity (what an absurd title) is taking notice of how things are changing and mirroring the changes.
Or do I worry about it at all? Should I keep my nose to the street. That isn't my person though. I enjoy the curiosity that rises as I learn. But it all should be tampered with the Fear of the Lord. If I take my eyes off Christ and his work, the rage of the Nations and their princes will over whelm me.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Peet's
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Waiting
I have about a half hour before turning up at the Drop-In in Tillicum. There isn't anything I can do that will make the lives of these kids any better. I don't have super human strength, money or connections that will save them from bad choices, parents who neglect or rain on the way to the church. But this doesn't bum me out.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Thursday, February 21, 2008
It is Solved by Walking
There are spaces were I feel safe right away. Yesterday I was able to spend my day visiting the Seattle Public Library and several coffee places that offer stillness and a place to think. Pilgrimages like yesterday are good for my sole/soul.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Hymnal Cup #290
"On the battlefield of ideas, winning requires moving toward the sound of the guns." -Newt Gingrich as quoted by St. Arbucks.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Friday, February 08, 2008
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Satellite, best new coffee place in Tacoma.
Teacher, my brain is full, can I go home now?
I have just spent a blessed weekend with a good friend in ministry. And my head hurts. This gentleman has blessed me with words of wisdom and comfort. There are days when I feel like I am watching the grass grow while waiting for the paint to dry. It is amazing how a well timed word will settle my worries. Thanks Bob.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Movies
I have had the pleasure of viewing a string of great movies.
Once I am still singing along
Dear Wendy A film from Denmark looking at teens and guns.
Buffy the Vampire Slayer Thank you 90's
Once I am still singing along
Dear Wendy A film from Denmark looking at teens and guns.
Buffy the Vampire Slayer Thank you 90's
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Dude on ramp

I have made a discovery. Skating is a favorite subject of photography of mine. This was taken in Tillicum.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Thank you
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Monday, January 07, 2008
Work
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